The one they call... Corpse?

I'm at PDs with wong, and we miss yall.


-- Post From My iPhone

LAMEY ELLERMAN

Why did you leave me?

Holy shit! Is that Nicholas Cage?

Hi betches.

Eek, I just had to bid farewell to Kinslefuck. Weird noise, I tell you. What's disappointing, though, was that I've lived with her for 8 months of my life, she's gone through this whirlwind of a year with me. Heard everything stupid that I have done. Slept next to me every night... But I feel like I just got really close to her. I hate when this shit happens.

I am taking a break (that has lasted an hour) from doing my Comp Lit rap about Nibelungenlied. Yeah, look it up, bitches. Except Margie.

I want to start making fresh beats daily now. It really is a fulfilling and satisfying passtime for me, because I'm a douche bag. And I like that stuff..

Download "Them Shoes" by Patrick Sweany. It sounds oddly like Dan Auerbach from the Black Keys, and I like it a lottttttttttt. Also, Broken Social Scene's new album just came out, and it seems pretty fresh. Much more commercial than "You Forgot It In People" (their last album), but it's still really good. Also, the Up In The Air soundtrack is fucking divine. Dan Auerbach has a song, Goin' Home, on it that I am obsessed with. And Help Yourself by Sad Brad Smith. If you're looking for more like upbeat, 'let's roll on molly and go crazy' music, download Cockney Thug by Rusko. It's fun. What else. Ooh, Pink Floyd has been on my mind lately. Gotta love em.

So, Ross Ruello gave me his script to read because he wants my opinion (which is a huge deal for me, I don't know why) and he has fantastic vision. It's like Les Miserables with Fight Club with something incredibly original. And that was only with the first 13 pages. He sent me more, but I have yet to read them.

I am really FUCKING NERVOUS about leaving everyone. Like... Shit. My best friends are here, and I am with them 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. I walk to their rooms when I wake up, do nothing all day, go downtown and do ridiculous things, then repeat. We have gone through our freshman year together, which is probably one of the most important years of your life. I have changed completely from the person I am in Dallas, and that terrifies me. I am thankful that I am going to New York for the summer so I don't have to go back to the person that I once was. That's not completely true, but I like college Amy better than the insecure Amy that I am at home. It's only like that around certain people (especially the guys), not with my family, Melanie, Francis, Dulaney, Kiley, etc. I don't know. It will be interesting. I feel like I'm giving off this front that I am a completely different person here and I suck balls at home, which I am not trying to do. I am very happy at home. I just can't imagine not being here with you fine folk.

My lip is getting immensely better! The bruising on the inside of my lip is still there and it hurts, but the cut is completely gone (shout out to you, Neosporin!). I don't think the event has completely hit me yet. I mean, I don't think that I will be a psycho, never-walk-alone, paranoid-out-of-my-pants person, I just think that I tried to brush it off like it was no big deal, when it was. I mean, I could have died, easily. Raped. Scary shit. I am very, very lucky, and that is pretty much the only thing I think about when I reflect on the situation. I'm lucky that I fought back, I'm lucky there was a cop across the street, lucky to have had a badass detective, lucky to be alive. So, if that is avoiding the situation, then shit.

My mama comes tomorrow! Hooray! Then I leave for New York on the 14th, move in the 15th, start work on the 17th. It turns out a shit ton of older Kappas (Gwen, Hagan, Lizzy Stone, a few others that I forgot at the top of my head) will be there, which will be very fun. Also, LoParcfuck is coming to show me around the city the first week I'm there, because he will be at his house in Greenwich, CT and it's 30 minutes away. That will be interesting!

Anyways, I am going to continue rapping now.

I mean, don't judge me if I have a mental breakdown when I say bye to you, okay? Because I most likely will.

Love you all dearly. 

Pack your bags, we're GOING TO VEGAS!!!!!!!

T a l l y h o .

3 out of 4 of us are in the same room right now ;), plus Margie's laptop?

I haven't started studying and I really don't want to. Political Science is hard to study for, it's just concepts. Not like exact terms or definitions that I can memorize and go in and scribble down and ace and leave. I have to use my brain... MIZ GOODWIN town.

I'm obsessed with Snood.

All I want to do right now is research random things online and also find new good music. And find out who the fuck borrowed Scar Tissue from me. I CANT REMEMBER WHO IT WAS so I don't know how to get it back. If yall know/remember, plz tell me.

Hillary and I have haven't packed a SINGLE thing in our room. Not even a picture frame. It's the exact same way it was a month ago.

My doctor accidently gave me 30 mg of adderall instead of my usual 20 and I like 30 a lot better. I can actually feel it. I think I developed a tolerance after five years.

I'm really sad about going home. At first I was really excited and ready to be with my family and friends, but then it started getting real that I won't see everybody here who I've been living with 24-7 for 3 months. And we're gonna be separated in srat houses next year and that's kind of going to blow too. :( It's so weird how close I got with people here in just one year, closer than a lot of my friends at home than I've known since like 6th grade. SiSTeRz 4 LyFe.

Amy, do your blog.

There was a really hot guy sitting in here alone that we kicked out. He stayed for like 10 mins to finish what he was doing and was talking to us and making really good conversation and being SUPER sexy. I loved it.

Robert and I are dating now?

Toodles